It is this special warm and cosy feeling after a movie that tells you a lot about the movie and yourself.
I guess I am just a jerk but I like this kind of stuff.
I love Amélie.
And I like Chocolat. I just watched it.
Why am I such a big fan of so "unguyish" movies? I don't know.
But I guess I am missing a certain kind of feeling in my own life.
A certain way of life.
A certain encounter.
A certain attraction, fascination, magic.

Maybe I am missing her.
But I don't even know her name.
Neither what she looks like
or how she is.
Nor who she is.
But I know she is somewhere out there, about to meet me.

Hopefully.

These movies increase my hope, my desire, my longings.
Or maybe I am just a hopeless case,
a lost cause.
I should put on my red nose and let everybody laugh at me.
But I don't want to give up these dreams.
Not even if everyone laughs.
Cause there will be at least on who will not laugh.

I know.